14.02.2018.

Ukratko.

We see injustice in society and blame the government.
Saying that such and such president shouldn't have been elected
for now
there's a rise in discrimination and prejudice.
We shed tears when seeing the situation in Palestine.
Question the existence of God when so much blood is shed on concrete ground.
Orphans eating grass to survive.
400 Muslims killed in Burma; a rising genocide.
Protesting for the sexually assaulted and murdered children in Pakistan.
We continued to rebel against the west.
But here we are, pointing fingers at everyone but ourselves.
Oh, if only we knew, how our sins are the fuel to the toxic hatred that roams this Earth.
How many children lost their parents because we disrespected ours?
All the haram food we consumed, for the rest to have starved?
All the salah we missed, were too distracted in, rushed and disregarded
...how many wars did we manifest from all of our remorseless action?
How many live in cardboard and metal boxes, when our houses are built on loans and mortgage?
How many were raped because of our temptations and desires?
Because "don't go near zina" wasn't a big enough warning to stay far from haram relationships.
Perhaps, Allah shows you the suffering of others to see how many of you were willing to have helped.
How many would spare a dime from their wealth.
How many would sacrifice their desires and increase in good deeds in secret and stealth.
But we didn't..
So with sin comes suffering.
And our fingers still stretch out to blame others;
floating in the air, lingering
Where is justice, where is peace..
our minds continuously question.


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12.02.2018.

pa se privi tik uz mene i zapjevaj

12.02.2018.

Ljubav sad se ponovno rađa.

Bojim se ovoga što započinje.

21.01.2018.

bojanke u vrijeme ispitnog roka

Eto kako sam.
Postalo je čudno razmišljati o povratku kući, i više nisam sigurna koje mjesto je više dom. Does that make me a bad person?
Zaokruženi datumi na kalendaru i nekoliko lokacija za opuštanje. Trips, trips.
Temptation in my heart.

16.01.2018.

Sve mi se manje sviđa kad budem u pravu

Sanovnik s masnim slovima
lako je to sa snovima
nešto mi teže ide kad tumačim javu.

To što me prati, ne odustaje.

07.01.2018.

jedan za drugim, vozovi polako prolaze.

We've all hit that point of exhaustion. The point where nothing makes sense anymore. Your body hurts, your brain becomes foggy, and you feel like you're trapped in a tunnel, when all you want is your bed. So, how do you keep going? How do you not just sit down and give up? Sometimes, it's easy. Sometimes, you play games in your head. You make up someone. Someone good. Whatever you need to keep you going.

07.10.2017.

REMINDER

Don't let what he wants eclipse what you need. He's very dreamy, but he's not the sun. You are.
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18.09.2017.

Hajde sjeti se dječaka koji maglu pije da se skrije od sebe jer nema sa kim.

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17.09.2017.

If a poem hasn’t ripped apart your soul; you haven’t experienced poetry.

Prejudices, it is well known, are most difficult to eradicate from the heart whose soil has never been loosened or fertilized by education; they grow firm there, firm as weeds among stones.
C. Bronte
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vaša alterated ovako izgleda svako jutro.. otprilike.

11.09.2017.

Tišine. #2

Zar ne vidiš koliko mi je važno da me obeštetiš? Da zatrpaš sobom prazninu što me plaši, da me izdvojiš između svih ljudi, da zaboraviš predrasude i zamišljeno dostojanstvo, da pošalješ do đavola sve pametne postupke jer nisu pametni, da me uvjeriš kako mi daješ sebe cijelu u zamjenu za ono što gubim, ili da se praviš da je tako, da me obmaneš dok se ne naviknem na život, jer ovo što je sad, to nije život, već sjećanje i čekanje.
Ali znam, uvjerio sam se, ti ne čuješ kad zovem u pomoć, a da ti to kažem, ne bi vrijedilo, varka bi bila otkrivena, ne bih ti vjerovao ma šta da učiniš, ili bih mislio da sve činiš iz sažaljenja.
Možda tražim nemoguće, možda to čak ne bi ni bio lijek, a možda i ne možeš da mi pomogneš. A ljubav ti je razumna jer joj ne vjeruješ suviše. Kao ni ja. Samo neću to da priznam.


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